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life kisses you...
...two years ago my nephew was 10 months old for visit with his mom in Munich... he was so refreshing and I have learned a lot from him regarding being open, daring, curious, ever-persuading, attentive and most of all: *natural*...
... I especially will not forget that one afternoon, where everyone got asleep (his mom, his grandmom) except me as I was "looking after him"... so I was sitting next to the balcony's door-glass, while he was standing on my legs, leaning with his hands and his head/face on the glass "playing"... I was very exhausted and tired at that time... he suddenly turned his face towards me and kissed me on the cheek the way he "kissed" the moment before the balcony-glass "accidentaly", out of his child's play...
... this "childish", random, with "no meaning" action of him was very moving... why should one be deeply touched by such a coincidental, banal, senseless occurance?... I am talking here about just "receiving bliss" wondering where it came from so suddenly with no obvious sane reason... recognizing and really become aware of such things is very enlightening and delighting...
The Spiritual Warrior(s)
..."Holy Bear" announced to me today while I was next to her at her desk showing/explaining her something on the screen, that she just sensed a dwarfen-like soldier/warrior accompanying/protecting me. She was very (pleasantly) excited about this and found it remarkable. She explained he is wearing a mighty ancient armour... this statement and excitement of hers has surprised me as well... she suggests that if I concentrate/meditate on this warrior I would recognize/see him myself...
...I often have intuitive thoughts, that "life/lifeforms" are protected by countless experienced, fearless, unwearying, fierceful warrior-elements/life-units of unquestioning devotion and loyalty... every form of life has this kind of invaluable protection... I feel that ... otherwise fragile life would not manifest... life would not occur...
even if you hate weed, it grows; even if you love flowers, they decay
...you know this is a great relief for me hearing that in the UA Flight 93 (that crashed in Penssylvania missing its target) some passengers decided to regain control of the plane. They obviously heard via handy-calls about the WTC-plane(s) and decided to put fate in their own hands than rather leave it in the terrorists' (who are BTW "only" knife-armed, no rifles)...
... I wondered anyways whether in the two WTC-planes any passenger(s) had (in time) the intuition that they would die anyway and try collectively to regain control of the plane from the just-knife-armed terrorists...
...yes, the WTC-assault is a tragedy indeed... but thank god there are heroes... I especially hoped for passenger-hero(es) and indeed there were...
kotsu kotsu no... -- japanese for "step by step"
...just realized that the german saying "wer nicht hören will muss fühlen" dumb is and that it should be "du musst fühlen, nicht hören"...
...Stefan mentioned that he would probably spend a few days for vacation with his girlfriend, so Sensei asked whether it is the same girlfriend. Stefan replied it would be the same he came last time to the BarBQ... and Sensei concluded: "Ahh, the one who spoiled the beer over you (over Stefan that is)!" [*laugh*]... I always interpreted that "beer-spoiling" of hers over Stefan as an (admittedly extraordinary) expression of her sincere feelings for him...
...o.k., back to this "empathy"-thing... it reminded me of my cousine's dog... she told me about a few occurences where she was psychologicaly absolutely down and the dog not only sensed that, but stood by her side watching over her restless in a very attentive way (which obviously was a great comfort and relief for her)... I cannot stop thinking about the fact that the dog itself had some serious injuries, but despite it's injuries it continued it's hunting activities (it literaly begged for it), thus having itself an intense "suffering-experience"... that cannot be coincidental...